Thursday

song of the post "I Will Not Bow" by Breaking Benjamin. its their new single from the album Dear Agony. the music video is also a tie in with a new movie coming out on the 25th called Surrogates. which looks like an interesting-ish sci-fi. i might have to go see it sometime after it comes out maybe. i havent been watching too many movies recently.

late start tomorrow. but i am still up...ive already had 2 cups of tea. wow a record or something. i had blueberry and peach, delicious. i think i need to get some more though.

what else is going, ive got new lacrosse gear. I can tell i am so out of the game. i need to just get back in the cage and stop some shots, get my placement and be solid next week in practice. Tanner is looking really good ill really have to practice if i want my starting spot come spring. im assuming that i have the other starting goalie spot for fall ball, i just need to not be scared of the ball. i know its gonna hurt, but i can take it. atleast thats what i tell my self until i get hit then i run around and hurt...atleast i dont swear like everyone else out on the field: i mean seriously its not like some required thing to swear in sports. take it then keep playing, or get off the field and whine about it to someone that cares. which reminds me, alex pointed out to me how clicky our team is. no good team will go out there like that. we need to learn to work like a team; i dont think the coaches have seen that too well especially since this was our first practice. They have never had us do any team building excercises and you hear alot of smack within the team and it is really annoying. especially when it is about tanner being a better goalie which no one has very much proof of yet.

hahaha, mom walked out again, she really wants me in bed, but im still sorta in a free flow mood; i think im going to keep typing. I finally get to go to blue plate diner again it has been like forever since i have been there. i could also sunrise cafe, they have good food too. so many choices.

i need to start reading some grammar books again (i just realized how much i have been able to write this summer and how it has helped, ever so slightly, with my writing for English and all my classes; although i need to make more smooth and definitely get down all the uses of punctuation) i think Eats Shoots and leaves was the last one i started and its mildly distressing (im totally not a line theif, ever!) it was a good book, till i figured there were other things to do with my time.

anyways, maybe i should tell cross i have a blog and see what she does. she might explode because of all the terrible grammar and spelling and lack of capitalization. im so lazy on this blog.

why im not typing all this tomorrow morning i dont know. it is sleep time now. adios